tremble ramble shake

wandering racing speeding

my eyes are pinned open with my psychosis

snap crackle arthritis

i’m itching like a fiend

floating – cloud six

aching throbbing pain

quivering ~~~

the twitching wont cease

i’m spinning – rounds, like a game of roulette

russian, rememory, anguish or regret?

the time is wrong - the ceiling’s are taller than the roof

glimmer sparkle, (pretty like fairy) dusk

the fog  has settled through my ears

energy spaz gulp

a cool river running through my veins

FLASH the film’s almost up

scroll to the top

backspace backspace : enter slogan here

open your eyes, pray tightly

pry open this chest

cough – black breath exposed

two steps forward…. a thousand steps to the side

what has hell done for me lately?

burn inhale relax

>PAUSE< cigarette break, the door seems wide closed

peaceful, i can feel the rising chests of the coma like bodies

they sprawl out      like a murder of crows

speaking of murder, when’s the last time you led a knife…

the records skipping… please turn to Bside, Bside, Bees Slide

everything is falling to pieces

the ground was so far from this drop

i’m giving into the temptation of multiplicity

sclerosis? no psychotics

analytical ~~~~~~~~~~~ illiterate to the least

diplomatic white collar trash

but that’s the next story

mind track… back on the main road.

cows… maybe crows

i’ll put money on the latter

DON’T WALK UNDER THE LADDER!

seven years shattered luck

for a world of stupidity cracked out in SEVEN days

SEVEN back track one, repeat three times

now fall to your knees, i demand a hail mary

scream till your finger nails bleed

bleed till your numb in the head

feed off the energy of lost souls

it’s a cult of admiration

cries for help VS lines of suicide

eyeliner VS vanilla lips of passion?

passion -~> i choose poison

or was it that the poison plague chose me?

i’m not quite sure of anything anymore

scratch that

deja- you?

ALONESOME, it’s 4am

chirp little crickets, the dew’s arrived

morning glory is soon to rape us with her beams

RISE.

FALL  the romans failed

a new chapter begins

Aristotle ain’t got nothing on my philosophy

i’m spinning, rolling off the tip of my pen

SETTLE, CALM … BREATH!

the sixth dimension of plant you.

you … are you listening?

i’ve failed you for the first time all over again

the night is seeping through the cracks

the floor boards creaking

no wait, tile… maybe carpet

unfinished and unsatisfied, my only crimson regret

a rant of ages

ROCK, SET, GO!

speeding down the interstate of emotions

bouncing over the great dividers

red light means…

i know this one, but do i care to remember?

dare me to cry?

wind calm yourself, please quit

the ringing in my ears

STOP STOP STOP! quit.

i can’t take this anymore

church bells, ashes

the memories flood through the haze

i fear the mirror,

it’s cracking from the inside

close the blinds

i want to be insightlessful

paranoia – stop looking at me

haunting taunting

give it up à i’m giving up

lighten up.

he loves you

closure soon will come

too many chairs are facing me

i’m in the past house, you’re all dead

pulse racing

PLEASE STOP - - - i’m begging you.

i can’t handle another loss

my sanity is at .001 percent, leave it be.

my ink is running a 3 mile stint.

turn it off

click click click

don’t think, don’t speak

none of this must leave these walls

lock the window on your way out

the door’s bolted to the ground

dizzy cells of containment

turn out the light

tell the man i’ll get back to him

fairly well.